I wish I was special

TRUST

...wish I could say that; but that's not me.

I just read the damn thing and felt it deep down.

My pride walks away for awhile.

I am not happy, I am not sad, I'm not here.

Weird feeling... this isn't happening... please.

Wish I could just get mad, let it out... I can't.

I keep it deep down as I feel it. Damn thing.

A lack of pasion; Maybe.

A lack of faith; Maybe.

A lack of love; Absolutley.

Look around for more; but nothing ever remains that long.

Look for tears; no luck either.

Look for you; there you are, everywhere.

Trust my trust as I keep looking deep down there.

Keep you home with me; trust you somehow, but not sure why though.

Trust - Lynn Rushton